Sunday, July 5, 2009.

sorry to people out there who have been waiting for some semi-decent post for eons.

so here i go! =D

cts just ended, but that's another matter altogether. never mind =D

3 things that crossed my mind quite recently -

1. it's quite pointless and aimless, to be floundering out there without a teacher. i'm learning stuff all by myself, without any guidance or a LISTENING ear for that matter (my ears, i believe, are badly trained.)

and thus it's QUITE painful, cause i'm completely lost. how to improve, how to know if i have improved, how to keep on becoming better, i have little idea.

and as such i just try new pieces, perhaps out of my ability, just to show that i'm learning. but am i learning the right way? i have ABSOLUTELY no idea, which sucks.

the only consolation - i'm learning/playing pieces i love. which makes it very enjoyable, indeed.

2. i may have completely changed. i guess, i suddenly think a lot more? but i've touched on that countless times, so it's boring to go through the same routine again.

3. when i enter the army, am i better off introducing myself as someone from bishan sec and bishan jc? the stigma associated with that sir thomas stamford guy, it's not something to be proud about at times.

a senior yesterday introduced himself as being from bishan jc. his rationale was that it most probably hurts less compared to introducing yourself as someone from the big R.

is it lonely to be at the top? very, indeed.

that's all for now, before i satisfy my craving for hokkaido food =D

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