Friday, May 29, 2009.

what SINGLE word would you use to describe the term?

say, t3 2008 would be MUG i think, especially the crazy wk 9 - 10 period. t1 2009 would be "explorations" i'd say, for all the journeys around singapore before JIP, all the og fun and exploring the class.

i'd say, t2 2009 would be termed "friendships".

truly, for me, it was all about them. making new ones, strengthening old ones, even forsaking older ones... all of these happened, on a regular basis even.

because of that, i'd say it was really a roller-coaster experience, these 10 grueling weeks. so many problems, back-to-back, hurting us like crazy.

but i've done so much this term really, so much so that even if it may have been overwhelmingly painful to the extent that i had to see a doc, i won't mind doing it all again.

comforting people,

sharing my own problems,

hearing other's own problems,

even fighting with each other (and coming to a nice resolution),

letting people down,

supporting people when they need it most,

having face-to-face wars yet resolving them amicably...

i'm honestly glad everything happened.

i'm sorry for the unpleasant ones. at times i gave people shit, at times i completely became very dao, uncaring and hurtful, and for that i'd like to sincerely apologise. sometimes i fear im not worthy of people (note the posts below this), and i do feel bad at times.

but i'm just glad, exceedingly glad, for people who accept my flaws and continue being there for me. no matter how busy they are, how horrible they might feel, they're really willing to be there for everything, all my problems i have.

so many things have happened in the last 10 weeks, and indeed the people i need to thank already know who they are, but anyway, thanks still for being there for at least these 10 weeks, for me as a friend.

<3

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