Monday, August 4, 2008.

this post's subject material was inspired by oral defence, which is actually QUITE entertaining. Between the 2 presentations today, one was inspiring and one was insipid.

Anyway, I was trying to fill up testimonial yesterday.

Then came a slightly problematic part. CCA.

RISE was no problem.

But there was my involvement in my 2 merit CCAs, which I have not really contributed to very much.

I knew that. At the start I said that I would be unable to commit, but they took me in anyway (rather, I was forced in both).

I have tried, I know. They understand too, that I wanted to but could not.

Well, at least I learned that I would never feel satisfied with an organisation that I voluntarily join unless I gave my best and nothing less. I knew that to be the case, and I feel bad now, having missed contributing to the clubs.

I know that given a choice (and knowing how it would end, like how I predicted 2 years back), I would not join the clubs, cause even if there were CCA points, if I didn't give my all it would be a failure in my opinion.

Perhaps I gave too much to RISE. Though I never regretted it.

So I aspire next year to give my all for every CCA I join, to commit fully, and to know my limits like how I knew mine in Sec 2.

P.S. cheers to my WONDERFUL dmp timetable, where on the assembly days I HAVE NOTHING ON EXCEPT ASSEMBLY. Yeah, ASSembly. (pardon me for swearing but yeah.)

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